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Thursday, June 21, 2007
this is a depressing post.
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how i wish certain things wouldn't be so complicated. so hard to found ur way out. guess what, i had enough of thinking practical, subjective to always look on the BRIGHT side.
how i see certain people can be so brave in getting what they want. dare to give me a message saying how displeased he/she is about me. well, how he/she brags about how i wasn't doing as a good friend. a very very LONG hurtful message. but okay, 1 thing for sure, it made me realise. but when i did, nahh. OKAY. im being DUPED again. im sorry if i had to say this. but what's the point of telling me my flaws and state to what u want from me and then go away after that? what's all that for? you told everyone how i was such being a FCUKTARD right across my face and then u were nice.. and the next moment u were so mean? what's that for? so what? are u gonna send me another message telling me how i should start being nice again? right and how certain people could act nice at 1 moment and go so rowdy and harassing the next moment. urgh. its okay to tell me how dissastified of u about me but pls u dun have to exactly tell the fcuking whole world what an asshole am i. and how certain people can have the might to tell me in such visual manner. WOW. thanks. we all make mistakes, but u dun repeat them. cause its really pointless.
im lost. im seriously lost. rrrealy. EVERYONE FORGETS ABOUT THEMSELVES at this moment in time when they go for a change.
i dun really care now.
i dun care what u're gonna think about me.
i have said what i have said here.
thanks to those who has always been there.
thanks to those who has always HALF been there.
thanks to those who has tried to NOT be there.
thanks for pretending.
thanks for misleading.
thanks for contradicting.
thanks for backstabbing.
thanks for lying.
THANK YOU.
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